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shanghai.

Dec. 28th, 2007 | 09:35 am
music: can - pich

Merry Christmas to me! I spent it with a handful of other stranded fulbrighters in Shanghai: first at a brewery, than a bar. Fairly barbaric, I suppose, but a significant upgrade from lonely Christmas's past where I spent it alone in a Vegas hotel room. That being said, Christmas 2007—free of obligations, presents, and guilt—went rather well.

It's been a little more than week since arriving to Shanghai, and I have found a nice apartment within walking distance from my research site. I still naively treat the city like New York and attempt to walk everywhere, only to realize just how sprawling and massive Shanghai really is. I spent the last couple days exploring my neighborhood and quietly fixing/cleaning up my apartment, the latter which I was reprimanded for by a stuffy fulbrighter barely out of undergrad: “Why are you cleaning your own apartment? This is China. Just hire a maid.”

I recently procured a copy of what essentially is TimeOut Shanghai, and was hit with a wave of anxiety when I realized just how much there is to do in the city. The fact that it only took into account the expat population—leaving the rest of Shanghai unexplored—exacerbated this anxiety even further. Regardless, I welcome the excess much more than the isolation Harbin excelled at (fun fact: I lost the er hua within three days of leaving the dongbei...!). The nanfang, I've determined, will be great.

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Harbin.

Dec. 19th, 2007 | 10:18 pm
music: kraftwerk - spacelab

Harbin was a strange three and a half months, which is to say that is really just kicked the shit out of me. In my time there, I never found a structure or routine, only spurts of compulsiveness that were as unrelenting as they were short-lived. I never quite channeled this energy towards anything academically meaningful (say, learning Chinese), although to be fair, I am now able to stumble through pseudo-enlightening sentences as well as fairly fluid arguments with my parents in a second language. Regardless, the end of the program culminated in a sort of erratic and wholly unoriginal behavior on my part: I was eating one slop meal a day, watching Blue Velvet on loop, youtubing all the episodes of Mystery Science Theater 3000, and trying to map out—vicariously through Lukas and his spreadsheets—where I wanted to live not in Shanghai in the fast-approaching mid-December, but in New York come October 2008.

I honestly don't know how I actually passed my time: I certainly hit the scenic and art spots, made friendly with the local coffee shop, and occasionally wandered the streets in that awkward way of mine. But none of that quite resonated with me, and were it not for the photos that I took, I would have just as easily forgotten that I actually went through the motions. And unlike 2006 when I went to an obscene amount of bars and nightclubs in China (I consumed much more beer than I did water, and spent the majority of my time happily dehydrated), I left them alone this time around. That being said, my thoughts of Harbin are overwhelmingly of the times where I confined myself to my room and wrote a fanatic amount. I ended up keeping four different journals in Harbin, which surprised even me not in its quality, but in its sheer quantity.

I had a lot on my mind, apparently.

Some of it eventually trickled out in fantastic conversations I had with my friends, a lot of it I kept to myself as I took regular nightly walks in -10C weather. But none of it really added up to the bigger picture, until CET asked us to write an evaluation of our overall experience at Harbin:

“To say I didn't quite enjoy Harbin is either a gross understatement or a cop-out answer; I usually confuse the two. Part of it was my fault, I'm sure, as I didn't quite take advantage of Harbin as I probably could have. To be fair, I found it somewhat difficult and uninviting to get to know the city: the public transportation was lacking, and outside of the bars/club/touristy spots, there was little else to do. Harbin is very isolating, and I found the foreign student population pretty obnoxious...In the end, I felt entirely disconnected to the city as a whole, and spent far too much time counting down the days. With 2 more days to go, I realize I don't feel sad or happy: although largely an unenjoyable experience, it really failed to have a lasting effect on me, which I found to be an even greater regret.”

Here's to the next 10 months in Shanghai.

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megashits on searle.

Nov. 9th, 2007 | 07:14 am

A couple days of painful respiratory problems is excellent hypochondriac fodder, and eventually I decided—doubled over, wheezing, and Chinese roommate in tow—to go to a hospital to check it out. I'm terribly naïve about some things; I more or less expected something akin to my Searle days, where a well-meaning staff would hazard to guess I either had mono or was pregnant, before politely telling me that they really had no idea what was wrong with me. Instead I got an emotionally exhaustive process of wading through what is essentially a bureaucratic cesspool of disease and poverty, with an unapologetic classist approach to healthcare ($6 to see a guy in a white coat; $21 to see a “real doctor;” being inexplicably shoved to the front of the line, ahead of dozens of locals who had been waiting for hours, etc). I spent the last four days in and out of the hospital, which on paper sounds holy-shit-are-you-okay??, but in practice was just a lot of waiting around and electrocardiogram testing/BP monitoring in dingy overcrowded rooms.

Apparently I'm fine, but am curiously enough suffering from “exhaustion, stress, and possibly unhappiness.” Really? To the point where it affected me physically? Wow. I guess I'm losing my edge.

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art, movies.

Nov. 1st, 2007 | 01:44 pm

Another old journal note, this one dating to about mid-September. The intensity in which I was trying to create some sort of meaningful place for myself in China amuses me because I then never spoke much of it again. Not that it sorted itself out—it's quite obvious I still struggle to enjoy my surroundings—but moreso that in hindsight, I never knew I was capable of being THAT self-absorbed.




Hey remember that one time when we watched Starship Troopers and it was the best shit ever? Me too. I have a growing list of pirated, cinematic magic I'd like to procure in China, among them:

Starship Troopers
Robocop (feel the Verhoeven love)
Hard to Kill (I quote it on occasions, no one catches it, I look mildly uneducated)
Out for Justice (Steven Seagal love affair)
Bloodsport (Van Damme love affair)
Masters of the Universe (Lundgren love affair)
The Condemned (Shi Huangdi was kind enough to sift it out for me in between discs of what I can only imagine to be Korean soap operas and Prison Break)
Battle Royale (like the The Condemned, I suppose, but with prepubescent Japanese kids in place of Stone Cold Steve Austin)

On a related note, did you know that Ren Youwei, too, watched Leprechaun: Back 2 tha Hood?

I'm arbitrarily figuring Edward into this particular journal ramble for a variety of reasons, not entirely unrelated to whatever was mentioned from above. At one point or another, we had a semi-long dissertation about the merits of Starship Troopers (he evidently loves the film more than any one I know, and that in itself is only surpassed by his affinity for Robocop). I also probably gushed to him various lines from any number of those movies. But also, he recently asked me—loosely translated—how I was faring in China, namely if who I am has indeed remained mutually exclusive from the academics that I'm pursuing.

Not really. This is coming entirely independent of the whole China-Taiwan debacle that I by default inherited and admittedly have no interest in. A response to Edward is too much of a spectacle for facebook, so broad, sweeping explanations will have to do. I have always sought to separate the Karen Chen who likes Yeungling and terrible movies with the Karen Chen bent on academic enlightenment, only to be exasperated at my inability to do so. Ever since SAIC, specifically my second year, Chinese art has been an increasingly complex subject for me, complicated by the various elements and people that have filtered in and out of my life related to the study. Meaning, I like the way the art makes me feel, and more importantly, the way that it allows me to look at things. In the context of China, I'm also incredibly excited about living in Shanghai and hanging out with artists and their muses for a year. But I still feel some reservation as a whole, almost entirely because of variables that have leaked from one end of my life (i.e. the identity politics and characters that surround me) to the other (i.e, my academic study).

That being said, it has always amused me that I focus so much on cultural borders and the migration between them in my academics when in my own life I kind of have a stick up my ass and see everything in black and white. I'm very fixated on the idea of creating definitions and legitimate poles, that I'm probably missing the point that there really aren't any—maybe in theory, but certainly not in practice. And I think once I understand that, the reservations that I have regarding art won't necessarily disappear, but they will become easier to comprehend and subsequently deal with.

Imagine that.

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dongbei, illiteracy.

Oct. 31st, 2007 | 10:37 pm

China, it seems, has taken the liberty to block all access to blogs. Free proxies via the internet, on the other hand, has taken to liberty to allow me to view them anyway.

And it only took me nine weeks to figure it out.

An old journal note, via facebook:





Apparently they don't have livejournal—among other sites I like to fashionably waste my time with—in China. Facebook, it is.

There is something about being illiterate in a foreign country that is very very exhausting. I think my teachers are somewhat aghast at how atrocious my reading and writing levels are, especially for someone who seemingly speaks an adequate amount of Chinese. I've come to Harbin with the lofty expectation that, at the expense of my English, I will be ridiculously fluent in Chinese by the semester's end. But really, I think we all know that I'll probably just be sub-par at both languages come December.

I win.

Lukas likes to point out my fixation with industrial cities, being I have an unhealthy, overzealous love affair with Baltimore, and to a lesser extent, Queens. I have yet to fully explore Harbin, but if anything, a scavenger hunt taught me that the city has three (THREE!) Wal-Marts, their own beer(!), and helllla Russian bread. That's simplifying it, I know—even Wiki provided me with a much richer narrative—but in the place of the homesickness that never materialized, there is a disconnect that I didn't see coming. I sat outside my dorm stoop for a very long time the other night trying to figure it out (never did), listening to New Buffalo (a la Broken Social Scene), and eavesdropping on the conversation in Korean next to me (understood none of it). I suspect it's the unfamiliarity of living abroad, especially after spending the last month in Baltimore doing—in the most fantastic sense of the word—jackshit (ie, quoting Jason Statham movies, running by the harbor, having long dissertations about The Wire). Or its the inability to express emotion and comparable nuances other than filtering everything down to 很有意思.

Anyway, I like my classes. For my independent study, they've paired me up with a professor who teaches art history and (wow!) 国畵. I'm curious as to how he feels about this—he is classically trained in 山水 painting and traditional aesthetics, I throw broken sentences at him about rogue exhibitionists and cultural hybridity. It's a necessary point of view I never really received: post-colonial theory is admittedly a western invention that I really need someone to school my ass not about what I'm looking at, but how.

I think it will be a good year.

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i'm going to miss it.

Aug. 26th, 2007 | 06:57 pm

I leave for China on Tuesday: first to Beijing for a few days, then to Ha'erbin for the remaining of the year, and finally  to Shanghai for most of 2008. The reality of this is more than sobering, since I am--among other things--responsible for finding my own housing, registering with the paichusuo, and obtaining my second visa so I can enroll at my host affiliation.  I've more or less ignored all this and instead spent the last couple weeks lamenting that I'm missing the entire NFL season, as well as other points of americana. 

For instance, Lukas seemed confused as to why I'm packing my own tobasco sauce.
 
Anyway, to celebrate America, i spent the entire weekend eating fried chicken, watching Borat, and going to Medieval Times.  Seriously.





Be assured that Lukas shamelessly heckled a bunch of 8 year olds about our knight megashitting on theirs, and that I couldn't make it through Borat in one sitting (dildo fights, analingus).  To segway into moving to China, I'm to watch Jet Li's War tomorrow because, as Kush says, I think you need to know what its like in Asia.  

Good enough for me.  Which is to really say, I've seen every movie by Jason Statham.

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heart friends (and baseball).

Aug. 13th, 2007 | 11:31 am
music: !!! - Theme from Space Island















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*unintelligble cooing*

Aug. 10th, 2007 | 10:44 pm

In lieu of my non-existent cat, here is Brian's cat Stewie from my visit in Michigan.







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Wiistyle!

Jul. 28th, 2007 | 07:41 pm

In case you had any doubt at who kicks ass at Wii Mario Party, or who can pump the lever the fastest, let me clarify.

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some pop culture.

Jul. 25th, 2007 | 09:28 am
music: broken social scene - swimmers

Some (mediocre) pictures from Artscape:







Also, by way of Lukas and Edward, Wham City intrigues the hell out of me, and I'm toying with the idea of attending the Negativeland concert in August.  I know almost nothing about them--their website is indecipherable, the press surrounding them is a bit too Pitchfork for my taste--but I have a feeling they will either destroy me or blow me away.  What fascinates me the most is that they are bent on reversing the Big Apple brain drain: alumni'd from artskool (SUNY Purchase!!) and priced out of New York, they've settled into Baltimore instead. I've made a quiet fuss about visiting Baltimore's spaces for some time now (Station North art district, Current Space, the Contemporary, the MICA galleries, etc), and Wham City makes me wonder if Baltimore--coupled with its ridiculously affordable standard of living--is on its way to becoming the next hipster hangout on the east coast.  Or if, as Lukas argues, the rising crime and murder rate will faithfully keep the population influx at bay.

On another note, I finally saw Starship Troopers and I adored it.  Various things made it terrific: its camp, its ability to mock the gravity of its own source material, and most of all its stellar cast that included 1) the Kurgen from Highlander* 2) fur-burgering Doogie Howser**  3) holy shit its Austin Reed from Days of Our Lives!!*** 4) You-don't-get-to-win-shitbird-we-do Carver**** and 5) Did you really think you could've pulled off Patrick Bateman, being that you are not named Christian Bale?*****

And finally, if Otakon last week weren't enough, this coming week is Magic: the Gathering.  You win, Baltimore.




* Clancy Brown, who fashionably megashitted on Sid Vicious by safety pinning his own neck
** Neil Patrick Harris, who proves that med school does indeed only lead to hookers and blow
***Patrick Muldoon, who apparently didn't knock up Sam Brady
**** Seth Gilliam, who will fuck you up the western district way
*****Caspar Van Dien, who is more or less the male equivalent of Denise Richards

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when you walk through the garden...

Jul. 20th, 2007 | 10:36 am
music: the microphones - i am bored

After a couple of mildly embarrassing false starts, I think I finally found my running route.  So instead of jogging by perpetual trash and rats in Queens, I'm running by the harbor in Baltimore.  Heart, heart, heart.

On my sojourn back, I passed by a gaggle of kids donning purple wigs and bowler hats, and a couple of requisite dudes in trench coats wielding swords.   Which, of course, could only mean one thing: Otakon is in town!!  I find this slightly hilarious, if only because Baltimore decided to hold on the same weekend Artscape, a festival near MICA numerous hipster kids strong.  Do you ever wonder who would win in combat?  The dude dressed in 19th century armor (admittedly made of felt and cardboard) carrying a hook (again, admittedly made of felt and cardboard) or the dude dressed in tapered jeans and an annoyingly ironic tshirt from threadless.com accompanied with a scarf for no reason in the middle of July. 

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birthday number thirty four!

Jul. 16th, 2007 | 02:33 pm
music: pj harvey - send his love to me

Yay Chris!



The birthday boy and some yogurt soju.  Think of it as Pinkberry with vodka.




Fighting cultural theory/interior architecturing since 2006.




Sometimes, she can be a little overzealous about beer.




Ina dancing.  Sort of.




Jae, Jae, Jae!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Heart.

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EDIT: because you asked.

Jul. 13th, 2007 | 12:32 am

hidudesijustgotmynosepiercedtheend.

ps lets not tell mama and papa chen.



A little red, but to be honest, I'm a bit more concerned with the funny bruises left along my neck and chin from the wisdom teeth surgery.

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i'm off to baltimore on sunday.

Jul. 11th, 2007 | 09:58 pm
music: beta band - troubles

In anticipation of my arrival, Lukas sent me a fascinating, if somewhat dated article about Baltimore (O'Malley is no longer mayor of the city, but now governor of Maryland):    

Baltimore’s economy bled jobs throughout the long national expansion of the 1990s, as the city’s public-subsidy capitalism couldn’t staunch the hemorrhaging of private sector jobs. Meanwhile, former mayor Kurt Schmoke’s dogged adherence to an ineffective soft-on-drugs policing strategy helped turn Baltimore into one of the nation’s crime capitals. Residents fled—more than 120,000 during the 1990s alone. Sapped of its self-confidence, Baltimore became a city "in love with its own victimhood," as one police sergeant puts it—a city imbued, says police chief Ed Norris, with a "Can’t be done, don’t even try" culture of resignation.

The follies that characterized the 1999 mayoral race were a microcosm of Baltimore’s dysfunctional mix of politics and illegality, with an added fillip of the racial hostility that is another unfortunate city trademark. Incumbent Schmoke, Baltimore’s first elected black mayor, declined to run for a fourth term after a disappointing 12 years in office. That Baltimore failed to flourish under his mayoralty, despite the initial press enthusiasm that hailed the handsome Yale, Oxford, and Harvard Law School grad as a rising black political star, is a considerable understatement. With nearly 10 percent of the population—60,000 people—addicted to drugs, more than 300 murders a year throughout the 1990s, only 16 percent of third-graders meeting state reading standards, 15 percent of teenagers neither in school nor employed, an unemployment rate twice that of the rest of Maryland, and somewhere between 10,000 and 40,000 homes left vacant by the fleeing population, the city he turned over to O’Malley was on life support.
 

When I asked Lukas why he happened to have a long, fairly in-depth case study of Baltimore rotting from the inside written from six years past, he casually told me that he googled "Baltimore open warrants" and the article popped up.  I suppose I can also ask him why he felt compelled to google--unprompted--something as morbid as the amount of open arrest warrants in Baltimore (53,000 by the way, in a city with a population of 650,000), but I guess it almost seems like a natural thing to do given the gravity of the city's condition. 

Viva la 'More.

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teeth, heat.

Jul. 8th, 2007 | 07:28 pm
music: david bowie - slow burn

I had my wisdom teeth removed recently and was nothing short of a huge pussy about it; I missed nearly the entire week of work and spent it doped up on percocet instead.  This also meant a variety of other things, namely watching my friends eat burgers and awesomeness on the Fourth of July while I nursed a shitty jello, and accumulating a large amount of guilt for doing absolutely nothing (read: facebook, gchat) when I should've been at the office kicking ass.  To remedy the latter, I took the hour-long commute to work today to catch up, only to realize that I didn't have access into the building on the weekends.  Bummer.  Instead, I sat in the lobby and had a two hour lunch with the weekend security guard, Johnson, talking about his past life in Haiti and his current one in Brooklyn, and hey little girl, doesn't that hurt to eat a sandwich with holes in your gums?

It's an irritating 95 degrees in NYC right now.  While Pinkberry helps, what's a better salve is that the apartment that I am staying at in Flushing has been completely empty in my two-week tenure, and I simply don't remember what its like to not wander around in my underwear.  I seem to have a lower tolerance for heat than most (there is suspicious correlation in the rise in temperature with how much of a cunt I can be).  At this point clothes indoors almost seems barbaric; I just don't know how you do it.      

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orientation.

Jul. 2nd, 2007 | 08:49 pm
music: herbert - something isn't right

DC was somewhat painful, i.e. networking in a suit for two days, uncomfortably shifting around in 90 degree humidity, etc.  But I ate gorgeously and I also found some time to wander after hours with some cohorts. By the time I got on the MARC en route to Baltimore, I was slightly shaking.  An accumulation of things, I’m sure: it was a lot of information to absorb in two days, trains stress me out because I have no idea where I am going, the heat makes me cranky, and my taxi driver just involved me in a long, suspiciously unsupported dissertation about the amount gay men in DC (…..what?).  I like to think more optimistically, though: I had just found out that Fudan University officially agreed to be my host affiliation in Shanghai, which simplifies my visa bureacracy to the point where I nearly wept in relief.  But also, I met an amazing group of people in the course of two days, from those working on the labor rights of migrant workers, to those studying suicide prevention among rural women, to the academics researching maritime history of 17th century China.  I was, to be honest, blown away.  Not necessarily just by everyone's research interests, but also by their conviction of what they are doing.   
  
It will be a fantastic year in China.   

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some updates.

Jun. 25th, 2007 | 07:39 pm
music: The Blow - pile of gold

First things first.

Courtesy of Edward, because who doesn't indulge in bar skanks?

And courtesy of Lukas, because who doesn't love the gentrification of shitty neighborhoods by asshole developers?  

On a more serious note, Tao linked me to a fantastic article on "The Wire" (spoilers abound!), which I promptly sent to Diana in a very unabashed attempt to lure her into watching the series.  The idea was that Season Four, which is about the flaws and failures of our education system, might resonate with her as a teacher of ninth graders:  

Expecting the series to be simple, easy or unchallenging is a ridiculous notion...There is a crushing sense of failure at all turns in "The Wire," but that has never, in three seasons, been as disheartening as it might sound. That's because creator David Simon has ratcheted down the age range of where hope meets reality. And at that intersection, we meet a whole new batch of kids on "The Wire." Emphasis on kids. Simon catches them at a crossroads, their innocence still intact despite it all. Their vulnerability exposed. Season 4 follows the lives of a band of grade-school kids who will find out sooner than they should that their world begins and ends at the corner. 

Anyway.  Watch The Wire.  But if not, then--as the writer says--godspeed to your unexamined life.


In other news, I spent my weekend moving out of my apartment in Woodside and temporarily into Flushing.  That was more or less as boring as it sounds.  Many thanks to distant relatives from Connecticut, as well as Brendon, who helped me force my unwieldy futon out of the room while I further handicapped the process by being slightly drunk.  The commute to work from Flushing is a bit harsh, and the neighborhood itself can be a little trying for my weary Anglosized soul--but the fact that I no longer live in subpar conditions should neutralize any damage done (read: air circulation, laundry machines, lack of vermin, etc.).  

Also, I'm off to DC later this week!  This is exciting, except the part where Dupont Circle looks like one big fucked up West Village in terms of street gridsystems.  Wish me luck, because you and I both know that I still get lost trying to find my way out of buildings.  

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art, rain.

Jun. 16th, 2007 | 11:52 am
music: pretty girls make graves - speakers push air



It rained a lot during the Museum Mile Festival.  Like, a lot.




90th and 5th.  This is the face people make when they going to the Cooper Hewitt.




Serra, at Moma.  This is the face people make when they are a fan of oxidizing metal.




I like this photo a lot, even though its a fairly uninteresting capture of Serra's piece out in the courtyard.  It took me awhile to figure out which angle to set the photograph, and even now, I'm not certain if its still upsidedown or on its side.  There's a sense of displacement about his work that I've always ignored: that is, his work is completely different in almost every angle and more often than not, there's an element of vertigo attached to his larger pieces.  His work becomes less about intellectual enrichment--although paradoxically, there's so much theory behind Minimalism--and more about sensory experience.  Susan Sontag would be proud. 




Adoration.




Hey man.

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knowthewords.

Jun. 11th, 2007 | 08:24 pm
music: The Catch - afterparty

.....Holy fuck?  Wow, that was very sweet.

And I dig the panda; a very nice Edward-Said-Orientalism-fuck-you is at hand, don't you think? 

:) 

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fifty-foot queenie.

Jun. 9th, 2007 | 11:12 am
music: cat power - say

I had lunch with a friend of mine the other day, and it was nice.  It's fairly obvious that whatever moment between us has long since passed; he is perhaps the most amicable ending I've had--besides the casual divorce from Brian my freshmen year--and we can still openly joke about our time together.  I wish him well, which is considerably more than I've been able to wish upon others.

On that note, I think it amuses Ina how seriously I take my, uh, youthful indiscretions.  I'm constantly surprised how uncritical she is about my faulty lack of willpower--not because I expect to be reprimanded, but moreso because I always thought of myself as a conservative person, and therefore assumed others did as well.  I don't know.   I chalk it up to being a latebloomer: I'm a pretty awkward kid with a hefty accumulation of guilt, and I tend to blow my actions way out of proportion because I don't quite know the weight of them.  

Perhaps I need to chill.

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without going into detail.

Jun. 5th, 2007 | 09:58 pm
music: Beach House - Childhood

MoMA is having an exhibition on Serra, and--to be concise and completely articulate--I'm fucking excited.  I'm something of a recent fan of Minimalism (Jason doesn't care much for it, and sometimes I can't blame him).  From an aesthetic point of view, I find it very elegant that sheet metal can be transformed into sculpture that has no tendencies towards illusionary representation.  And from an art historical standpoint, its seriality and industrialism is a good antidote against expressionism, which--especially when I'm in a bad mood--can be a little too Dashboard Confessional for me.   

I borrow heavily from Krauss, of course (who in turn borrowed heavily from Greenberg), when I say I really enjoy Serra because I think the real beauty of his work comes autonomous from artistic genius and instead relies on the actual pieces' formal qualities.  That's a bit reductive, I know, but I guess what I mean to say is that I'm always surprised that not more people like Minimalism, which is different from saying "I'm surprised a lot of people don't like Minimalism".  There's a universal appeal to it that I think its predecessors (Russian Constructivists, Geometric Abstraction) were trying to achieve: not everyone gets why stuff like The Death of Marat is so symbolically and historically an important painting, but everyone gets squares and rectangles and pretty shapes, right?  

Okay.  I'm kind of confusing myself.  What I really mean to say is, hey man, lets go to the Serra exhibition!!
   

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the big 2-6.

Jun. 3rd, 2007 | 03:13 pm
music: leonard cohen - so long, marianne

An overwhelming number of NU kids have settled in nyc, although I never quite witnessed its enormity until last night at Karson's birthday.  Wow.  They be lots.

I managed to take some pictures from the night--half-drunkenly, then very drunkenly, coupling people together in various photographs.  The photos are fairly uninteresting, I found out, rumaging through them this morning.  Nevertheless, it was a good time, although a) Lower East Side to Queens is a terrible commute on the F train and b) I woke up this morning swearing that I will never (never!) drink again.  We'll see how long that lasts.  



The birthday boy.  Doesn't his head remind you of a very nice Roman bust?  Perhaps Peter Weller would know. 
  



Osato's seal of approval.  



Angela!  I haven't seen her in years.  We were art history together, and spent a good deal of time at NU smirking at the Park Avenue moms and trophy wives in our classes.  Fun fact: she applied for a position at my org once upon a time, and said she felt a "weird vibe from that korean chick curator there."  

"Oh, you mean the one that hates me," I said.  "Yeah, she sucks.  High five." 

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ca$h money holla.

Jun. 2nd, 2007 | 07:22 pm
music: fiery furnaces - sweet spots

In addition to the research grant, the folks at IIE are footing the bill for the semester in Harbin, which I recently found out costs well into the five digits alone.  Holy fuck?  

Thanks guys.  Lets go out for an Orange Julius.  On me.  

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baltimore!

May. 29th, 2007 | 10:14 pm
music: Beach House - Master of None



Bolton Hill.  Them classy MICA students.



Kickball v. frisbee.  Heart summer.




Glasses/cat city.




Brian made this wtf?

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Harbin, China.

May. 28th, 2007 | 10:01 pm
music: jens lekman - pocketful of money

For my language training, I've been politely asked not to go to Beijing. The classes there, i'm told, are not exactly suitable for my "academic and linguistic goals," and I suspect the experience there vaguely translates to occasionally getting drunk with European students at Ho Hai in between sputtering out my broken Chinese.  Fair enough; after all, I chose Beijing based not on its academic merit, but because I would be within striking distance of 798 Arts District and the Central Academy of Fine Arts.  That and I had already hatched an intricate plan to meet up with Brian while he was still at Tsinghua.

Anyway, I will be placed in Harbin instead, at the Harbin Institute of Technology (哈爾濱工業大學 for all you romanization haters).  A tech school!  How terrific is it that I can now die knowing that I will have studied at an art school AND an engineering one as well.  The plan at Harbin is nothing shy of schooling my ass hard: I'm to take an independent study research course with a professor, Classical Chinese, and some composition classes.  English is not allowed, which makes me very nervous because my Chinese is very labored and structurally incorrect in that obviously-Americanized kind of way.  The kind where you speak to natives in Chinese and, confused, they speak back to you in English.  Nevertheless the intensity of Harbin is strangely alluring, although I think we are all hedging bets as to when I will break down and sob via skype about how Icantdothisiwanttogohommmmme!

Some fun facts about Harbin that I learned through Wiki:

* In December 1918, during the Russian Civil War, defeated Russian White Guards and refugees retreated to the city: it then became a major centre of White Russian émigrés. The city became the largest Russian enclave outside Russia. 

* After 1946 Harbin came under the contol of the Soviet Union, which occupied the region. Thousands of Russians who fled communism before the war were executed by Soviet troops, and many were forcibly moved to the Soviet Union. By 1988 the original Russian community numbered just thirty, all of them elderly.

* Called the Oriental St. Petersburg, Harbin is one of China's most beautiful cities. The city is well-known for its unique, Russian and European-influenced architecture.

* it's really cold in Harbin.  As in, we-bid-for-Winter-Olympics cold.  

The combination of all this--a history of Russian diaspora, a very prominent snow and ice culture, and an engineering school in the thick of it where I will be learning humanities in Chinese--is a bit weird to me.  

But awesome, no?


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